Elemental Wardens 8

 

Ariel found herself alone in a bathroom.  Rei had left her reluctantly when she had insisted on some privacy.  She sank to the floor leaning awkwardly up against the wall, head tilted back to stare blankly at the ceiling.  “You’ve got to get a grip, Ariel,” she whispered so softly even she could barely hear the words. 

          ~Let me help you~ a silent voice whispered through her mind.  With utmost reluctance, Ariel lowered her gaze from the ceiling.  Standing before her inside of the full-length mirror was a copper-haired woman clad in a simple, vaguely medieval style dress.  She was looking at herself as she once had been.  It was her own face, her own green eyes, but thoughts slipping behind them were alien.  Behind the mirror-bound woman, a surrealistic landscape heaved and surged.  Almost familiar landscapes in pale, washed-out colors formed and then melted into something from Salvador Dali’s imagination before beginning the cycle again.  The all too solid woman smiled coolly.  ~Greetings, my doppelganger.~

          “Haven’t you caused me enough trouble without sending me into full blown delusions?” Ariel whispered.

          Aritrina shrugged and crouched down so that she was on the same level as Ariel.  Behind her, a forest grew to towering heights at dizzying speed.  ~Your trouble is your own, child.  It is not my fault that you will not accept that you are me.~

          “I am not you!” Ariel growled, “I am me!  I am Ariel MacWayne of Mesquite, Texas.”

          ~Semantics, mere semantics.  Either you will accept the truth willingly or it will be forced down your throat.  That, too, is your choice.~

          “Some choice!” Ariel rolled up onto her knees, glaring at the image in the mirror.  “I will make my own truth.  I will not be dictated to by anyone, most especially not by you.  You are dead!  And so is the world you came from!”

          Aritrina flinched.  Her image wavered for a moment before becoming once again as firm as the glass she stood in.  ~That does not matter.  All that matters is that you fulfill our duties, avenge the deaths of our family, and punish those who betrayed us! ~ 

With each phrase, that echoing non-voice deep in Ariel’s head grew and grew until it was almost a physical weight pressing her to the floor.  Aritrina’s unassuaged grief and ravening anger swept through her like a tornado raging across the Great Plains.  It ripped at her sense of self, at the memories and feelings that made her distinct from her past life.  Ariel’s identity tattered and frayed under the powerful, insubstantial winds ripping through her soul.  She forced her head up, vaguely surprised that the room was still standing.  Indeed, for all of the magic coursing unchecked through her body, nothing in the bathroom so much as stirred in a vagrant breeze.  Her streaming green eyes focused once more on the image in the mirror.  Her lips curled into a snarl as she stared up into the triumphant visage of woman looming above like an avenging titan.

“No,” Ariel grated between clenched teeth.  She crawled toward the mirror.  “I will not let you destroy me!”  With agonizing slowness, she raised a shaking fist.  “I will shatter this glass and slit my own throat with a shard before I let that happen!”           

~You could not!~

Ariel simply stared up at her past self and drew her fist further back, shifting her stance as much as the weight of magic would let her.  It might take more than one blow, but she had no doubt that she could carry out her threat before Aritrina could destroy her.

Before her fist could fall, the awful pressure eased, dying down until only the most distant brush of magic caressed her bruised senses.  Ariel took a deep, shaky breath and settled back.  She didn’t relax; tension still shivered through muscles held at ready to carry out her threatened action.

~I can see that this is getting us no where.~  There was grudging respect mixed with the utter despair in Aritrina’s phantom voice.  ~Will I never be able to avenge the wrongs done to me and mine?~

“Look, sweetness,” Ariel whispered hoarsely, “You’re not a Klingon.  This whole vengeance thing is just not going to fly.”  Puzzled anger flashed across Aritrina’s face.  Ariel continued before her past life could speak.  “The ones that wronged you are dust, twice over.  The Moon Queen defeated them eons ago and then her daughter,” The American jerked her thumb toward the door to indicate the world beyond the bathroom, “who’s right out there by the way, killed Beryl and Metallia not quite five years ago.  You are just flat out too late.”

~Then I will have my vengeance upon the White Moon Kingdomers!  If they had honored our treaty, Beryl would not have triumphed!~  Power howled again, but thankfully it was confined within the mirror with Aritrina.  Golden streamers of pure aeros energy swirled around her in an inhuman dance.

Ariel slapped the glass, startling the raging psuedo-ghost into looking back down at her.  “No, you won’t.  Those girls are not to blame for, for any of this!  I’m having to drag around your emotional baggage.  I’m not going to let you fling it onto anyone else.”  Her eyes narrowed, flecks of yellow began percolating up from the depths of those green orbs.  “Remember, I will slit my throat before I let you take me over unwillingly.  Somehow I doubt you can do anything on your own.”  Aritrina snarled at her; the streamers of energy sped their mad dance, flicking out to slap impotently at the mirror that contained them.  “You might as well throttle back.”

~This is not over, daughter of my spirit!~

Ariel blinked and the spirit in the mirror was gone.  Only her own reflection stared back at her with tired green eyes in a haggard face.  She turned her back on the silvered glass and ran shaking hands over her hair, ruthlessly hooking stray copper curls behind her ears.  “This is going to be such a fun year.  I can tell.”  She climbed to feet, leaning heavily on the wall for a moment before forcing herself to stand straight.  “Lord,” she whispered to the heavens, “please let me get through this day with no more weirdness.  I don’t know if I can handle it.”  Ariel reached for the doorknob with a hand that remained surprisingly steady.

Voices, reassuringly real voices, echoed down the hallway.  She headed toward them.  Ariel’s tennis shoes knocked softly on the hardwood floors; she winced when she realized the social phoopah she had inadvertently created.  She paused near the doorway to remove the offending footwear.

“I don’t give a damn about your reasons, Pluto,” Haruka was growling on the other side of the thin wall.  “I will not let you hurt Ariel!”  Ariel straightened abruptly, eyes narrowing in sudden tension, ears straining to catch the muffled words.

A cool voice answered Haruka’s protest with measured words.  “I am not concerned about MacWayne-san.  Aritrina of Griffin’s Eyrie could destroy all that we have fought to preserve.  The formation of Crystal Tokyo is in jeopardy.”

“Why?” Usagi asked quietly, “why do you think that Ari-chan is such a threat?” Ariel peeked around the edge of the doorframe.  A tall, dusky skinned woman in a sailor fuku was standing apart from the others.  Her garnet eyes seemed to be focused on the Sacred Fire that formed the heart of the temple’s main room.  The strangely key-like staff in her hands caught the firelight and reflected it back in sparks and swiftly dying fragments of color. 

The sailor senshi answered softly.  “Unlike the rest of you, when Chiba-san first came into his powers, he would black out and Endymion in the form of Tuxedo Kamen would take control of his body.  It was Endymion that protected you during those first crucial weeks of battles.  Later, as he acknowledged his legacy, and his love for Usagi, Chiba-san took over the Tuxedo Kamen role and Endymion became only a fading part of his personality.”  Those deep garnet eyes shifted their gaze from the leaping fire to Mamoru’s face.  “I do not know if the power came to you in that fashion, Chiba-san, because you are of Earth or if it was because you were an adult and lacked the flexibility of mind of a child.  Fortunately, Endymion shared your wish to protect the Princess.  His last moments during Silver Millennium were spent defending the Princess and so those noble intentions carried over to this time.  If Aritrina gains control of MacWayne-san, she will not be so,” Pluto paused to grope for the right word.

Sirocco, who had been silent so far, flung words into the breech.  “Helpful?  Friendly?  Magnanimous?  Ready to follow the party line, perhaps?”  He was fairly vibrating with resentment laden sarcasm.

“Try ‘sane.’” Ariel said.  She managed not flinch as Sailor Pluto met her eyes.  The sheer weight of years in the Senshi’s eyes grated across her over-sensitized nerves.  She ignored the others in the room as she stood in the doorway.  Pluto seemed to try to slide into the background of perception.  Ariel had to concentrate to keep her attention focused on the enigmatic woman.  “I’m guessing that Aritrina didn’t die with some noble intent in mind.”

White gloved hands tightened around the Time Staff.  “You do not know?”

A faint smile that never touched her harried eyes curled Ariel’s lips.  “That’s one nightmare that I have been spared.  I could ask Aritrina the next time I talk to her, but somehow I doubt she’s going to be one to share intimate details with me, involuntary flashbacks aside of course.”

Usagi stepped toward the American girl with Haruka right behind her.  “You spoke with your past life, Ari-chan?  When?”

“Oh, a few minutes ago,” Ariel shrugged with patently false nonchalance.  “She was kind enough to make an appearance in the bathroom mirror before attempting to destroy me on a psychic level.  My amateur diagnosis is that’s she skirting the ragged edge of homicidal mania.”

“That’s not good,” Haruka said.  She and the Princess were still several yards away.

Ariel shrugged again.  “It’s certainly not what I’d have chosen.  But I can promise you that I will keep Aritrina under control.”

Pluto shifted her stance, lifting the Time Staff a few inches off the floor and sliding a few feet to the side.  There was no one between her and Ariel.  “You cannot be certain that you can control her.  Aritrina was exceptionally stubborn and very powerful.”

“I’ll make you the same promise I made her.  If Aritrina ever comes close to taking control of me, I will slit my own throat.” Ariel’s voice was even and deadly serious.  “Then no one would be subject to the dubious pleasure of the dead woman’s company.”

“That is a powerful oath.”  The strange gem atop Pluto’s staff began to glow and a cool wind stirred her green tinged hair.  “But ultimately, it is nothing but hollow words.  I cannot trust the Timeline to them.”

“Pluto!” Haruka bellowed, “No!”

“I forbid it!” Usagi snapped.

Sirocco did not wait to see if Pluto would obey her Princess.   He launched himself to near the high ceiling before turning to dive with arrow straight, swept winged intensity.  Ariel, wide eyed and more frightened by him than by the threatening Senshi, took a half-step back, waving her arms defensively in front of her.  The eagle’s body glowed golden; Ariel’s flailing arms did not even slow down as they passed through his body seconds before he plunged into her chest.  The air currents in the room glowed golden with power before swirling into form an ever growing sphere around Ariel.

 

*****

          She felt that damned bird’s beak as it knifed into her chest.  Her hands moved automatically to cover the spot, certain in that split instant of overwhelming pain that he had taken away all of her choices by killing her.  Blinding white light filled her vision and her mind then swiftly faded away.  When sight returned, a swiftly melting surrealistic landscape surrounded her.  “Oh, shit!”  She dropped into a defensive crouch.  Aritrina,” she growled. 

          “She’s not here,” Sirocco said from behind her.  She spun to face him and her jaw bounced off of the color shifting ground.  A boy of about fourteen years of age with cool black raptor eyes was the only other person there.  “This is the realm of the spirit.  Only you and I are here; hopefully it will be brief stay.”

          Ariel said the only thing that came to mind.  “You’re buck naked.”

          Sirocco rolled his eyes.  “So are you.  You humans are just too obsessed with bodies and ‘body consciousness.’”  As Ariel’s eyes and cheeks blazed with embarrassed anger, he hurriedly continued.  “Your mind is interpreting my spirit form as something you can comprehend.”

          Ariel buried her face in her hands.  “I so did not need this today!”

          Gentle hands pulled her arms down.  “Listen to me, Ariel.  I can only imagine how hard this is for you, just floundering around while your perception of the world is tumbling down around your ears.  I’ve always known what I am and what my purpose is.  I am the Fey of the Desert Wind.  I am your guide and your guard and your partner.”

          “You’re only a kid,” she whispered.

          A wry smile crossed his painfully young face.  “So I’m young for a Fey.  I brought you here so that we can activate our Fused Form.  It is only we are together in one physical body that we can access our true power.”

          “Fused…  I won’t be controlled by anyone.  That includes you.”

          He laughed softly.  “If anything, it will be the opposite.  My pure magic and strength will be harnessed to your heart, your will.”  He turned absolutely serious.  “It is the only chance you will have against Sailor Pluto.  All that I remember about her tells me that she is old and powerful and can be utterly ruthless.”

          “I don’t believe that Usagi will let her harm me.”

          Sirocco shook his head.  “I will not risk you on the chance that the Moon Princess will shield you.  You died once when I was not there.  I will not let that happen again!”

          Ariel leaned her forehead against Sirocco’s, moved for the first time toward compassion for this creature that had forced himself into her life.  “Alright,” she said, “We’ll try it your wa…”  Some sixth sense snatched her attention up toward the pale sky.  All the blood drained from her face.  She dragged Sirocco close and curled her body protectively over his before the giant formless mass descending from the heavens crushed them down into oblivion.