Disclaimer: see chapter one

Author's Note: This will probably be one of the most important chapters in the entire story so pay attention. It answers quite a few questions about Sailor Earth's life. Hopefully, it came out the way I hoped it would. It's really really long and also very detailed at some points, just to warn you. You will see quite a few changes in the end of the Silver Millennium, but hopefully they'll work. Enjoy it because I've been planning this chapter for such a long time and I'm so glad it's finally done!

The Forgotten Princess

Chapter Seven: Battles of Guilt

Another scene slowly came into view while the spectators watched in awe. Jed clutched Addy's small hand tightly as he waited for the next memory to come back to him. He had been searching for his soul mate for so long and she was finally here beside him. He had decided that he would protect his love in this life like he couldn't before.

Addy tightened her grip on Jed's hand as the scene became clearer. She had been warding off these memories of what she had done for so long and now they were all coming back full blast. But, she knew that it was the only way to be with her past friends. She just hoped that they could forgive her for her past crimes.

The scene opened into a conference room in the Earth palace. All the planetary princesses and their knights were in attendance. Everyone in the meeting seemed genuinely happy and chatted gaily amongst each other.

Pluto's voice echoed through the room once again, "We are in the main meeting room at Earth's palace. This specific meeting takes place a couple of weeks before the fall of the Moon Kingdom and signals the beginning of the end." The others were a bit confused at that statement. Their past selves looked so happy and carefree so unaware of the dangers about to befall them and their world.

A concierge cleared his throat and announced, "Presenting their royal highnesses Prince Endymion of Earth and Princess Serenity of the Moon." In swept the two royals quickly with smiles on their faces. Behind them were Endymion's guard, Malachite, Nephrite, Jadeite, and Zoisite, and Sailor Earth. The new arrivals sat down and the meeting began.

Princess Ami stood up and clearly spoke the purpose of the meeting, "We have received a message from the North Kingdom. Princess Beryl has informed us that there is a unusual amount of dark energy in her kingdom. She says that the weather has been acting up and many people are changing for the worse."

"Okay, what does Beryl want us to do about it?" Haruka got straight to the point of action like always.

Malachite spoke up on that matter, "Beryl wants us to go to the kingdom and investigate what is going on. She actually specifically asked for us." The rest of the court nodded their approval of the idea.

"For once, Beryl has a good idea. The guard should be able to find out what's going on in the kingdom pretty quickly and we can go back to ignoring Beryl once again." Mina blurted out as Chris laughed in response.

Then Sailor Earth got up to address the court, "I would like to go with the guard to North Kingdom."

"But, Addy, why do you want to go? The guard is more than capable of taking care of a little dark energy build up." Raye asked as she noticed the concerned expression on the Earth's princess's face.

"I have a feeling that this situation is a little bit more than a dark energy buildup, Raye. I would like to go myself to observe and make sure nothing more is happening." Sailor Earth flipped her dark braid over her shoulder. The rest of the court agreed pretty quickly to Addy's demands for they had learned to trust her feelings in these types of situations. The guard and Sailor Earth then headed off to the North Kingdom and Beryl.

The scene faded away and was soon replaced by one that was in what was obviously the North Kingdom. The palace was covered in ice and a frigid wind blew about the city. They watched Sailor Earth and the guard make their way to the front of the palace while trying to avoid slipping on the icy roads.

Pluto paused the scene at that time and asked, "Now, we are getting into the most important scenes and I won't be able to stop for questions after this. Therefore, if any of you have questions, now is the time to get them answered."

Lita's voice was the only one heard, "Yes, I have one. Why, during the meeting, was Addy dressed as Sailor Earth instead of like a princess?"

"That's a very good question, Lita, and I'm glad you asked that. You see, Serenity didn't have a knight protector like the rest of you. The tradition in the solar system was that the sailor scout of the Earth would protect the Moon Princess. Therefore, Addy was the sworn protector of Princess Serenity like she has said before. She spent much of her time in her Sailor Earth outfit so that she could protect the princess at all times."

No one else had questions so Pluto unpaused the scene and everyone prepared to get some much wanted answers. Endymion's guard and Sailor Earth knocked on the front door of Beryl's palace and waited. Suddenly, they were ambushed by swarms of youma. The group began to beat the youma back after about five minutes, but then more and more joined in the fight.

The guard and Sailor Earth started to tire from the constant fighting, but kept on going. The rest of the court watched in horror at the struggle their friends were enduring especially since they now knew what was happening before them. This was the what had happened when the guard was captured by Beryl and brainwashed. But, they didn't know that Sailor Earth was with them. They wondered whether she was brainwashed or whether she escaped.

The struggle lasted for about another ten minutes before a youma managed to knock Sailor Earth unconscious. The guard dropped their fighting stance for a brief second, but that was all the time the youma needed to capture them as well. The top five youma picked up the fallen warriors and teleported inside the palace.

The inside of the palace was as different from the outside as night and day. The walls were covered in black slime and spikes stuck out at random angles. The youma quickly marched into the throne room and placed the unconscious soldiers on the hard ground before a large black chair.

A high-pitched snaky voice rang out from the darkness, "Excellent! You have succeeded at your first mission. But, what's this? Oh, what luck, Sailor Earth came with them! This just makes my job ten times easier. Now, I won't even have to fight with one of the strongest sailor scouts on my side. Medea, take these five and start the brainwashing. I want all of them completely under my control." The voice finally registered in everyone's minds as that horrible one of Beryl.

This scene quickly faded out and was replaced by a space shot of Athena. The planet of memory and music was a soft dove gray and looked like a cloud of light fog. Space cruisers routinely hurried to and from the planet's many space docks. Suddenly, a figure appeared right above the atmosphere of the planet.

Pluto zoomed the scene in enough so that the court could see the figure better. Serena and Darien gasped in horror at what they saw before them. Floating there was Sailor Earth with her long black braid blowing in the wind and her crisp sailor uniform clinging to her body. No one could blink as they watched the scene unfold before them. Sailor Earth lifted her right hand and her large silver staff appeared, it's purple crystal glowing brighter than they had ever seen it.

Before anyone could even take another breath, Sailor Earth lifted the staff above her head and seemed to be collecting power. A large green and purple ball appeared hovering near her head. Then, Sailor Earth launched the energy ball towards the center of Athena. They heard her voice cry out, "Crystal of Life, give me the power! Natural Disaster Destruction!" The attack made contact with the planet and in one second flat it blew apart into a million pieces. Sailor Earth turned her head and laughed evilly at the massive destruction she had just done.

Cassie gasped at what she saw and clung to Andrew in terror. She couldn't register what had happened. Sailor Earth, the kindhearted and powerful protector of Princess Serenity, had destroyed her planet and killed all her people. It didn't make any sense at all.

Addy felt Jadeite's hand pull away from hers when he saw what had happened and tears of guilt drifted down her tan cheeks. She knew that they were horrified at what had happened and unfortunately it wasn't over yet. She wished with all her heart that they could forgive her for all the horrible things she had done so long ago. But, she wasn't holding her breath.

The scene faded and was replaced just as quickly as the last time by the Moon Palace. The last battle was beginning and the scouts prepared to watch their deaths once again. They watched in fear as Queen Beryl appeared above the palace with Sailor Earth at her side, both of them laughing.

Sailor Earth then spotted out of the corner of her green eye the Outers cruiser coming towards them. She knew that she had to get rid of them if the Negaverse's victory was to be sealed. Sailor Saturn's powers would ruin the entire plan. So, she quickly conjured up an energy ball and launched it at the Outers. The ship exploded in a blazing inferno as it hurtled towards the ground.

Sailor Earth laughed cruelly at the death of three of the most powerful warriors in the solar system. Queen Beryl congratulated her companion on her quick thinking then ordered her to find and kill Princess Serenity. The sailor scout agreed and floated towards the palace.

Below at the battlefield, the sailor scouts were struggling to stop the hordes of youma coming towards them. Then the brainwashed guardians got into the act and the death rate shot up rapidly. The present lives of the guard cringed as they saw the horrible ways they were killing those innocent people. This was the first time they had actually seen what the results of their betrayals were.

Sailor Earth wasted no time in arriving at the palace. Malachite followed behind her for a time until they came to two corridors. Sailor Earth ordered Malachite to go right while she hurried to the left. She heard voices and picked up speed towards them. She arrived just in time to see a much weakened Sailor Athena and a cocky Zoisite fighting.

"Zoisite! Stop fooling around and kill the meddlesome brat. I need you to accompany me when I kill Princess Serenity!" Sailor Earth snapped at the lady guardian who nodded.

Athena screamed in response, "Addy, what are you doing? What is wrong with you? You would never kill Serenity! She's your best friend, Addy! Stop this stupid rampage now!" Athena's speech was cut short as Sailor Earth commanded some vines to wrap the broken princess. Her energy was rapidly drained from her body and she was left hanging on to life by a thread. Sailor Earth then watched as Athena and Zoisite fought. She was surprised when Athena stabbed Zoisite right before she fell.

Sailor Earth didn't know what took over her body, but she hurried towards the two fallen girls. She bent over them and as she looked into Athena's gray eyes and Zoisite's green ones, she felt overcome with emotion as her real memories broke through the mind block in her brain.

"Addy? Are you all right?" Athena whispered softly at her friend.

Sailor Earth's eyes filled with tears as she watched her friends slowly slip away. Right before Zoisite died, she begged Sailor Earth to protect Endymion and Serenity to her last bit of life. Then the two best friends' eyes darkened with death and Sailor Earth stood up, anger pulsating through her veins.

She was going to make Beryl pay for what she made her do. But, first she had to protect her beloved brother and best friend. She touched Athena and Zoisite one more time before running off towards where she felt her brother was. The columns of the palace rushed by her as she hurried down the immense hallways until she arrived at a balcony.

She hid behind a pillar as she listened to that sleazy Beryl try to convince Endymion to join her in her Nega-verse ways. Addy grinned at her stubborn brother's repeated refusal. Beryl started to get angry and prepared to attack the couple. Then her attack was cut off by the appearance of Sailor Earth.

Serenity and Endymion stared at Sailor Earth in horror for they had seen what she had become under Beryl's influence. Queen Beryl, oblivious to the fact that Sailor Earth didn't look as evil as before, smiled at her appearance and offered her the opportunity to kill Endymion and Serenity.

"Thanks for the offer, Beryl, but I think I'll have to decline!" Sailor Earth shrieked at the redheaded snake of a queen.

Beryl looked taken aback at the refusal of her controlled warrior, "What do you mean? I am ordering you to kill them now while I watch!"

"You heard me, Beryl, I said no! I refuse to follow your stupid orders anymore," Addy said right before losing her temper, "I will make you pay for what you did to me, you freak! You will not get away with making me kill all those people on Athena and the Outers! Your reign of terror ends with me!"

With that Sailor Earth hurled herself at Beryl. She made her staff appear in her hand and swung at the queen's head, missing by inches. Then Beryl grabbed Sailor Earth by the neck and flew her against a stone wall. The sailor scout crumbled to the ground as blood poured from a fresh cut above her right eye. She got up once again and started to swing her staff in many motions.

Sailor Earth attacked Beryl with everything she had and even more. But, the situation was quickly becoming hopeless. Beryl was filled with such Nega-power that she was easily beating the life scout. Thrown to the wall for the third time, Sailor Earth looked at her brother and best friend.

Then, Endymion grabbed his sword and flung himself towards Beryl. Serenity screamed in horror as Beryl threw Endymion to the ground. Laughing at the predicament, Beryl took a ball of energy and blasted it into Endymion's body. His blood seeped through the crack of the marble floor.

Sailor Earth snarled at what Beryl was doing to her brother and caused a vine to emerge from the palace and wrap around Beryl's spiny neck. The thick green vine tightened around the queen and began draining her of energy. Unfortunately, Beryl tore off the vine and flung it at Serenity who was hovering over Endymion's battered body.

Without even thinking, Sailor Earth pushed Serenity out of the way and blood poured out of her mouth as the vine slammed into her chest. She fell to the ground and coughed uncontrollably while clutching her chest in pain. Darkness started to enclose around Sailor Earth's eyes and she willing allowed it to increase.

Then she heard Serenity's screams of pain as Beryl attacked her. No, she would not let her best friend down again! No matter what the cost, she would not let Beryl win again! Addy struggled up from the ground and staggered towards Beryl.

The red-haired queen was too occupied with Serenity to notice Addy coming up behind her. The green-eyed warrior lifted her staff above her head clubbed Beryl in the arm. She heard the snap of the queen's arm bone crack under the force of the powerful staff. Beryl cursed under her breath while checking the condition of her arm.

Wasting no time, Addy hollered, "Serenity! You have to get Endymion out of here! I'll hold Beryl off as long as I can, but I can't be worrying about you too."

The blonde princess shook her head, "No, Addy! I'm not leaving you!"

Addy walked over to her princess and slapped her across the cheek, "Listen to me, Serenity! You have to leave if you want to save Endymion's life. I think I can defeat Beryl, but I don't want you to get caught in the backfire of the attack." The protector stared into Serenity's blue eyes until the princess understood what was going on. She crawled over to her fiancee who was waking up and the two hurried off down the corridor.

Sailor Earth took a deep breath and walked painfully towards Beryl. She grasped her staff and began to power up a last-resort attack. Feeling faint, Sailor Earth continued her upward climb of power inside of her body. She floated above the ground and purple and green sparks crackled around her. Pain screamed to her brain, but the young scout didn't stop her power burst.

Beryl suddenly noticed Sailor Earth's power rise as she felt the ground shake slightly under her. She glanced at the scout and gasped at what she saw. Sailor Earth was floating above the ground with her long black hair wrapping around her face. Her eyes were an intense shade of purple and her staff was glowing brighter and brighter each passing second.

Then Sailor Earth opened her mouth and shrieked in an ear-shattering blast, "Earth Life Drain Resort!" Energy poured from her body and enveloped a surprised Beryl. The staff exploded with power at the same time and the columns continued to shake violently. Then the inferno of light and power dimmed and quickly disappeared. The light blew away to reveal a battered, but not dead Beryl standing with her hands in front of her body. Suddenly, Sailor Earth's bloody body collapsed to the ground and lay there, unmoving.

Beryl looked up and smiled a vicious grin as she spotted Sailor Earth's dead body before her. She staggered towards the corridor and hurried after Endymion and Serenity.

Within a few minutes, both of the royals were dead and their bodies were floating above the wreckage. A distraught Queen Serenity watched as her daughter and her love floated there, dead. She squeezed her lovely eyes shut in pain as a few tears escaped down her pale cheeks.

"No, I will not let it end this way!" the queen placed the silver crystal on the crescent wand and raised it up high. The crystal's immense power surrounded the fallen kingdom and trapped Queen Beryl in the Nega-verse and sent the court to the future. Unfortunately, using the crystal's power had completely drained Serenity of her life energy and she was slowly dying.

But, before the end, she ordered Luna, Artemis, Perseus, and Apolla to find the reincarnated sailor scouts and guide them. Then, Sailor Pluto appeared before the dying queen and they decided together to make everyone forget about Sailor Earth's existence. They knew that it would be best that they didn't remember what she had done until they were ready.

The queen died and Pluto left to work on altering the scouts including Athena's memories of the existence of Sailor Earth and Princess Adelaide. Pluto grimaced as she altered everyone's minds for although Sailor Earth had done such horrible things when controlled she was a hero who had sacrificed her own life for her brother and best friend. She could only hope that the future version of Adelaide would be able to forgive herself for her past crimes. But, only time would tell.

Preview of Chapter Eight: Forgiveness and Bonding

The court gets over the shock of Addy's past life and works to comfort the distraught sailor scout. Also, Darien and Addy begin their sibling bonding!